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[ Weiss listens carefully, quiet. It's not exactly hard to figure out that Jaune is the selfish bunny. This wasn't a story about a lupine, it was a story about this version of Jaune. It was an origin story. It was filled with pain, and anger, and she could see why he didn't believe in the system. ]
I'm sorry that that happened to the rabbit. I'm sorry that there was no one there to help. I'm especially sorry the rabbit decided that his way to repent for his selfish decision was to put others in dangerous situations in anger instead of trying to do something to change things so that more bunnies have a chance not to share that pain. No one thinks that we're going to be able to save anyone, Jaune. It's not "sheltered" to try to fight instead of making things worse, so even if I am sorry for what happened to you and I can't imagine what you went through, it doesn't excuse forcing others to go through it too. You're not a monster, but you are still that selfish child putting your feelings over others' because you can't have your way.
[ She hasn't put her hand on Myrtenaster yet, but she's very much ready to go for it if he doesn't take that well. ]
[He keeps himself guarded, not reacting until her apologies (always empty, always too late and meaningless) take a 180 that calls him out. Mismatched eyes seem to burn with anger and frustration, red-rimmed like he wants to cry but he can't. The thin line of his mouth tugs into an empty, bitter smile, all of the resentment and hatred directed not at the person sitting parallel to him, his enemy, but himself.]
I just revealed my soul to you, and you're going to call me a brat. I mean you're not wrong but that's kinda uncalled for.
[He takes a long sip of his drink.]
But I've survived, haven't I? So being good really doesn't matter. [He taps his fingers on the table nervously.] Will you buy me another coffee?
You just told someone who's a complete stranger to you your tragic backstory. You thought you'd shake my beliefs and I'd admit I was wrong. I've lost people too. The people you work for killed my friend. The people you work with have been hunting my family since I was a child. I'm sorry for your family, but I don't feel sorry for you. If anything all you've done is prove that more people need to make the decision to protect instead of destroy. Otherwise all we'll have is loss.
[ She sighs and folds her hands on the table, looking at him dead on. ]
If you can look me in the eyes and tell me that as a survivor, you can live with what you've done without guilt, I'll buy both of your coffees.
[Jaune's quiet, gritting his teeth and seething in his own anger. Every word digs into him like a nail, until he finally snaps and stands up, his voice cracking.]
You want to talk about guilt?! [There's a static, crackling sound in the air, and he holds onto the edge of the table so that his hands don't shake. Staring at her dead in the eyes, it's obvious that yes, he feels guilt. He probably feels more guilt than Weiss could ever fathom, and he hates himself, and he doesn't know why he survived but he did and Hazel gave him a reason to but the rest of the world is just cruel and he wishes it would go away.
Finally, he forces the anger back where it can fester, posture stiff and voice flat as he sits back down.]
You said you knew the other me. If you know the other Jaune as much as you think you do, then let me ask you: What the fuck do you think?
[He visibly flinches, a choked sound that sounds more like a sob than a growl through grit teeth.]
So what if they aren't? [It's whispered to himself. There's a buzzing sound in the air before he loses control of the Dust and shatters several lightbulbs, glass flying and causing several people to scream and get hurt, before he jumps over the table to run off.]
[ Even if a couple of people get hurt, there's a glyph over a huge chunk of them who might've been hurt severely. Weiss knew that would hurt, but she knew she would be there to protect them. Even if Jaune wasn't.
She won't chase after him, mostly because she's busy making sure everyone is okay. Because she is proud of herself. ]
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I'm sorry that that happened to the rabbit. I'm sorry that there was no one there to help. I'm especially sorry the rabbit decided that his way to repent for his selfish decision was to put others in dangerous situations in anger instead of trying to do something to change things so that more bunnies have a chance not to share that pain. No one thinks that we're going to be able to save anyone, Jaune. It's not "sheltered" to try to fight instead of making things worse, so even if I am sorry for what happened to you and I can't imagine what you went through, it doesn't excuse forcing others to go through it too. You're not a monster, but you are still that selfish child putting your feelings over others' because you can't have your way.
[ She hasn't put her hand on Myrtenaster yet, but she's very much ready to go for it if he doesn't take that well. ]
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I just revealed my soul to you, and you're going to call me a brat. I mean you're not wrong but that's kinda uncalled for.
[He takes a long sip of his drink.]
But I've survived, haven't I? So being good really doesn't matter. [He taps his fingers on the table nervously.] Will you buy me another coffee?
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[ She sighs and folds her hands on the table, looking at him dead on. ]
If you can look me in the eyes and tell me that as a survivor, you can live with what you've done without guilt, I'll buy both of your coffees.
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You want to talk about guilt?! [There's a static, crackling sound in the air, and he holds onto the edge of the table so that his hands don't shake. Staring at her dead in the eyes, it's obvious that yes, he feels guilt. He probably feels more guilt than Weiss could ever fathom, and he hates himself, and he doesn't know why he survived but he did and Hazel gave him a reason to but the rest of the world is just cruel and he wishes it would go away.
Finally, he forces the anger back where it can fester, posture stiff and voice flat as he sits back down.]
You said you knew the other me. If you know the other Jaune as much as you think you do, then let me ask you: What the fuck do you think?
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I think his great-great-grandfather would be proud of him.
[ From her tone, she clearly doesn't think that is true. But she's getting up to leave, definitely not going to buy him another coffee. ]
I don't think anyone is of you.
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So what if they aren't? [It's whispered to himself. There's a buzzing sound in the air before he loses control of the Dust and shatters several lightbulbs, glass flying and causing several people to scream and get hurt, before he jumps over the table to run off.]
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She won't chase after him, mostly because she's busy making sure everyone is okay. Because she is proud of herself. ]