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[whiteas]

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[monkeystowaway]

I guess..out of all the things you could give up.. [He's going to miss her singing, though.] I mean, not giving anything up at all would be ideal but..

[whiteas]

I didn't want to forget anyone. [ She laughs a little, though it's humorless, dry, forced, bitter. ] Even though desperately not wanting to feel alone is what got me into this mess in the first place.

[monkeystowaway]

You've never been alone, Weiss. I've always been here with you. Maybe not..here here recently. I mean, I wasn't talking to you, but..I'm sorry for not being the greatest friend to you lately.

[whiteas]

I have been, Sun. I will be. I've been pushing everyone away- except Jaune who is somehow impervious and look where that got him. Since I became Guardian that's all I've done in, funny enough, a desire not to lose anyone. And then I lost you. You moving away was because of what I did. And every time I think about home I don't get homesick anymore because that's going to be worse, and then the real kicker. I broke up with Battler because I was having feelings for him and was too scared of feeling like I did after I lost Zuko. Now I'm scared to go home because he knows where I live and he's not done yet. So thinking about being around anyone is more terrifying than staying here, alone. I feel pretty alone, Sun.

[monkeystowaway]

I'm here, Weiss. And I'm not going to leave your side. If you are staying here, I am too. And if you are going to try to talk me out of staying, then save your breath. I still see you as my bestfriend, Weiss. And anything you need or want..I'm here.

[whiteas]

[ If it seems like she had gone through all her tears before, what happened next might've been surprising. Weiss shut her eyes tightly, her voice wavering a little as she spoke with new tears falling onto her cheeks. ] Sun, you.. you clodpate!

[ She's not arguing though. She's just.. not really sure what else to say. ] You're going to get bored, and hungry, and you don't even have anything with you..

[monkeystowaway]

[Clodpate? That was a new one. At least Weiss hasn't lost her Weissness.] I'll get some food so I don't have to make a lot of trips out. I won't get bored because I will be with you. So none of that is really an issue.

[whiteas]

[ It's better than rapscallion and dolt didn't quite feel adequate. Add in stress and Weiss pulls out some weird words on occasion. ] I'm sorry if you don't get a lot of sleep, and.. don't turn on the AC, even if it's a hundred degrees in here.

[monkeystowaway]

[He gives her a look about turning on the AC, even if it gets hot.]

Weiss. Have we been apart that long? [Sun and the heat? Come on, Weiss.]

[whiteas]

No, I just mean-

[ Her voice gets a little small and she looks to the side. ] He kept me in the freezer. I know it's not the same, but the sound and the cold... it feels a lot colder than it actually is.

[monkeystowaway]

Well..you know you don't have to worry about that with me. The heat doesn't bother me.

You want me to stop off and get my electric blanket?

[whiteas]

[ Weiss is pretty sure the summer is going to kill her. Irrational association of the air conditioner with the freezer combined with her being from Atlas is definitely going to end up with her cooking on the sidewalk like an unfortunate egg. But it's cooler at night. An electric blanket would provide a lot of comfort, even if it's just from positive associations with being enveloped in heat while sleeping. ]

That sounds good. And that little jar of bath beads from my bath?

[ She knows that sounds weird, but she's thinking maybe she won't be nervous about putting her face under the water if it looks and smells like something else. Sun doesn't need to know that, so she's just hoping that he grabs them just because she's asking. ]

[monkeystowaway]

[He'll be your errand boy this one time, Weiss.]

Anything else you want me to pick up?

[whiteas]

No. Jaune has Frost so..

[ So that's about all she's really concerned with right now. Being able to bathe without having traumatic flashbacks. There are probably a lot of things she needs but right now she doesn't really care about them. ]

[monkeystowaway]

[He nods.] Okay. I'll go get the stuff. You just sit tight and I will be back as soon as possible. If you think of anything else, just message me.

[whiteas]

Sun?

[ She doesn't want him to leave, but she knows he probably needs some stuff of his own too. So she takes a deep breath. Weiss can be brave. Battler doesn't know where she is, and Sun is coming back even if she tried to so hard to tell herself she didn't need anyone else around, that the safest place was alone, and she was glad for him not caring what she was trying to force herself to think. ]

Thank you.

[monkeystowaway]

It's the least I could do, Weiss. So..there is no need to thank me.

[whiteas]

Shut up and accept my gratitude.

[ Weiss narrows her eyes, which is somewhat comical considering her eyes are red and puffy from the crying. Her expression softens after a moment, back to looking concerned. ]

And if you're not back in an hour, text me.

[monkeystowaway]

[He's not sure he wants to accept it when you tell him things like shut up..]

I will. [He doubts he will be gone that long, though.]