I got to a point I could barely tell who I was in the mirror, and I've never killed someone. I imagine there's a point far worse than that. One where you stop feeling anything but that anger and the only way not to lose yourself is to try to make others feel your pain, then laugh when they don't shake it off and they don't know how to move forward, which makes you feel superior; stronger.
But honestly, you don't talk about yourself much so it's really nothing more than a guess.
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But honestly, you don't talk about yourself much so it's really nothing more than a guess.