[ She shakes her head quickly. After Sun apologizes she's still trying to collect herself enough to properly respond so she just flat out puts a hand over his mouth. It's the best 'shut up' gesture she can do for a few seconds. Once she can finally manage it, her words come out muffled but not as badly as before since she took a moment to try to get herself to speak. ]

The only thing that-- [ Her voice hitches for a moment, another brief pause and a slow but shaky breath. ] That would've been different is that he would've made me watch you too. Then you wouldn't be here now.

[ She already couldn't handle what she had seen. The fact that he hadn't gotten Sun was the only saving grace she had, if it could be called that. ]