[ The words were barely comprehensible through her shaking voice and tears running hard enough that they seemed like she would run dry if she kept that up for long. They may have been on the tip of Sun's tongue, but Weiss felt like there was a lot she had done wrong. What had happened itself wasn't her fault- but she should've seen it. She was supposed to be responsible, supposed to be the one people trusted with their safety. For all that she'd done to become better than she was, stronger than that day that Torchwick had taken she and Blake down, none of it had mattered at all.
She felt worse off now, even if she could hold her own much better as both a fighter and a leader, and it felt as if none of it had mattered. She'd put so much in only to just lose everything little by little. Her company, her integrity, friendships, love and then finally a person she had chosen to trust had taken away her safety, her sense of self-worth, and whatever sense of optimism she'd clung to that if she kept trying things would work out in the end.
In the end, she didn't even know which part of any of this she was apologizing to Sun for. It just felt like the only thing she could say- for all that she had done that hurt him and pushed him away, he was still here for her. He was the one person she wouldn't lose. She clung a little harder to him despite herself, crying harder. If there were any words she was saying, they were lost in the stream of tears falling down her face without any sense of her usual grace or refinement. ]
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[ The words were barely comprehensible through her shaking voice and tears running hard enough that they seemed like she would run dry if she kept that up for long. They may have been on the tip of Sun's tongue, but Weiss felt like there was a lot she had done wrong. What had happened itself wasn't her fault- but she should've seen it. She was supposed to be responsible, supposed to be the one people trusted with their safety. For all that she'd done to become better than she was, stronger than that day that Torchwick had taken she and Blake down, none of it had mattered at all.
She felt worse off now, even if she could hold her own much better as both a fighter and a leader, and it felt as if none of it had mattered. She'd put so much in only to just lose everything little by little. Her company, her integrity, friendships, love and then finally a person she had chosen to trust had taken away her safety, her sense of self-worth, and whatever sense of optimism she'd clung to that if she kept trying things would work out in the end.
In the end, she didn't even know which part of any of this she was apologizing to Sun for. It just felt like the only thing she could say- for all that she had done that hurt him and pushed him away, he was still here for her. He was the one person she wouldn't lose. She clung a little harder to him despite herself, crying harder. If there were any words she was saying, they were lost in the stream of tears falling down her face without any sense of her usual grace or refinement. ]