[ That smile comes back as she listens, soft and a little less care-free now, but certainly warm. There's obvious love in it, and she holds his hand tightly as he speaks. Her throat is tight, but after a few moments she manages to speak up. ]

I have a nightmare.

[ Probably not what he wanted to hear, but before he can interrupt, she continues. ]

In it, it's morning and I can feel your hand holding mine but I haven't opened my eyes yet. In the back of my mind I know not to open them but I always want to see you so badly that I do it anyway, and the bed is empty. I assume you woke up early to go do something, but your shoes are still in the closet, so I go out to look for you, then I see you later that day and you don't recognize me more than Blake's "Ice Queen" friend. That's why sometimes you wake up and I'm just holding your hand and looking at you. I'm scared if I let go before you look at me, you won't be my Sun.

[ She knows this is something he understands, but Weiss has such a fear of being alone that it's a lot more crippling to her. And Sun.. Sun was there when she was at her best and worst, but that also means she's most afraid of losing him. ]

I've lost everyone but you. It feels like if I say yes, I'll jinx that. [ She laughs a little but it's hollow. ] Which.. sounds like an incredibly stupid when I say it out loud. You really don't mind if I take some time to think about it?